There was always something whispering to me as I gazed upon these devices that captured life's frames, one hypnotizing click at a time. Can I do this? That was the question I always asked myself, whilst the echoes of my wallet resonated reality to my enquiry. Optimism's shadow still shaded me, as I progressed through other life goals with one day hoping to grace the first landing of this new world's staircase to learning and art.

Knuckles may have been surely bruised as opportunity knocked repeatedly at my choice's abode. Whispers turned into loud calling as my future's personification materialized before my eyes. A message went out with a subconscious tone of "maybe not", yet that couldn't mask fate. Bracketed by prioritized expenses, it showed itself time and time again until the decision was made.

Regret is absent from me, as daily it's by my side. The eagerness to learn and to capture with knowledge from prior lessons excited me. The inevitable moments of mistakes made, lowered my belief, but contributed to my foundation as I kept resolving the why and solidifying the "never again".

This new world has excited my taste buds and my eyes wander on guests that wish to join the party at my expense. Sometimes face to face with the moon, I have to remember I need to walk on earth and that I must first learn, build and appreciate my journey before I leap into depths. Yet who is to stop me from heading down the rabbit hole, I'm already half way in from that very first click. The needs, wants and yearning for more escorted by the warmth of my heart's weakness, steers my eyes into central focus with blurred periphery. Where I end up is dependent on me, yet that location is unknown at the moment. As I stand, I'm in the rabbit hole, smiles present and excitement fueling me to continue along this path.